Nearly faint this morning when I am smoking the first cig of the day. My blood is boiling 100 degree celcius. I really dislike ppl borrowing things and without asking. Or either u lend from me and say will return in a few days times, in the end I need to open my mouth and ask for it. Is "lend", must be return. And u must be auto to return. F it. This is an example of my brother. Fucking hell. Where is my MP4? Fucker.

I am super angry to the max tt I don't wish to come to work this morning.Argh. He makes me so troublesome, I plan once I end work I straight away go over to dear's place. And NOW I need to go back home again.

Fucker.

Cb, super pekchek with some of the new agents. Ask some question repeat and repeat. Pcb. Having headache again. Noob.

p.s i have the same old dream again. oh pls, i don't wish to dream of tt. make my day sucks.